A Clever Lie
I'm devastated by my own desire-
Caught up in mundane things with which my heart conspires
Yet I can suddenly see from time to time-
I'm living less truth
than I'm living a lie.
The light abruptly dawns upon my eyes-
I've compromised, I've done the things that I despise
And suddenly I see the real futility of my endeavors-
the lies may be clever
but they're lies.
Jesus you must have for me a very special blessing
To assault my sin so violently to drive me to confessing
That I really want nothing and I can be nothing and there's nothing I can do
I'm helplessly hopelessly in need of you
4-11-00
Anthony Foster
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